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My World

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  GREG IS MY WORLD My physical life is incredibly tormented and empty. This is how I describe it:  My life is at best a whirlwind of disconnected fragments, Jangled together in an unpredictable nightmare That traps me in the centre of a storm I could not see coming  and have no idea how to stop. Or escape from, Completely beyond my control I am at the mercy of a pattern I can barely grasp Or cling on to.” Yet here too Greg stays and loves me, we build a life together, trying to rise above it or just be in it, in all its chaos. I drew this picture on the computer. It is incredibly hard work to draw with one finger, a huge effort. I added some words to try and convey some of the beauty that he exudes to me and the world.

Farrah

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  This is Farrah. What a gorgeous fog, such a besutiful face, I just had to draw it.

Returning to human portrait

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  Having drawn so many dogs and paid more attention to the fine detail that really brings them to life, it has given me more confidence to work on improving my portrait skills. I am delighted with this picture of my husband which I did using one finger on my iPad. However I am trying to regain my physical control and coordination to draw in pastel since a face operation affected my sight and hand. So I hope to be able to do, at least, simple pastel drawings again.

Frank

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It is hard for me to see a dog in pain. I long to reach out and represent them in such a way as it helps them be seen for who they are. This poor dog is very shut down and in need of a special caring foster home. I felt compelled to draw him. His sadness is very present. https://pennypawsrescue.org.uk/2023/09/18/frank/

Glad

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  Glad to help raise awareness of this beautiful dog who is in need of specialised help and a new home. For more information about Bear, see a PennyPaws website and their doecial fund rausing page. https://pennypawsrescue.org.uk/2025/01/26/buildforbear/

Bear needs a home

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I   I continue to have to draw on the computer which is a massive effort due to my damaged eye causing great difficulty seeing clearly. Everything is incredibly blurry. But I was determined to draw this beautiful dog who needs a home. It took a long time. See the post about him on PennyPaws. He has a gorgeous face and is a joy to draw. It is featured on the PennyPaws website to help raise funds to build bear a new home. See: https://pennypawsrescue.org.uk/2025/01/26/buildforbear/

Throbbing nightmare

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A porn to try and convey what I am experiencing at the moment, struggling with horrendous throbbing pain, cognitive and visual disappearance and physical inability to draw as I want to. Or at sll. My head is pounding,  my temples are throbbing  rhythmically  in time with the tormenting,  agonising throb  that is pounding me, in the centre of my feet,  the one that is also assaulting me in the midpoint of my shins,  along with the intense, burning,  never-ending throb  that carves into my hands,  pulls at my inner wrists,  my lower and upper arms  and even my armpits,  my back,  my sides,  my chest muscles,  my neck,  the back of my head  and distorts the senses in my face. My mind has reduced.  My language  has deconstructed down  to irritable swearing and angry words,   destroyed literally  by the slightest sound, movement , jolt or surprise.  All articulate,  be...