Can you see me?


 

This is my latest portrait. I really enjoyed doing it. It was for an entry to an art competition. Sadly I just heard it did not make the Long List. I will keep going!


“ My body is screaming . I am caught in a permanent long silent scream that goes on and on seemingly forever. My body is burning. The pain tightens like it has me in a vice. Each turn of the screw tightens the pain till I cannot endure it. My muscles scream constantly that the pain is hurting: hurting and hurting with no relief. There is nothing to be done to comfort this unending agony. I have burned nonstop for 30 years. Can you begin to imagine how much torment that is? How much torment without physical relief?
Eventually I shout out. I can bear the silent screaming no longer. I am irritated by everything. Every noise is magnified. Every part of me hurts and burns. And within the burning is the continuous throbbing of pain on and on with every heart beat exaggerated, magnified, expanding throughout my poor demented body.
It is no wonder that I don't scream continuously with it. Amazing that I still have a shred of sanity left. And yet I do. I persevere. “
I remain intact against the odds.
Writing and Art by Linda Crowhurst



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