Face shadow


 I came across this old pastel from about 14 years ago. Having carried continual pain for 30 years now all over my head and body, I felt quite moved how I had depicted the shadow on my face as a cross, eloquently shouting out the intense agony of every momentI that I exist in

I feel that art can convey ,so often, much more than words. There is so much revealed through a picture. Look and see,


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