Finishing

 


I have to work quite quickly, when I can draw, incase I am too ill to finish a picture for many months, even years. I did not draw a portrait for at least 12 years due to devastating deterioration and very infrequently before that. 

I am continually paralysed, particularly my hands and arms, cognitively blank and physically weak and so unable that when I can draw it is a huge personal triumph  for me. This picture is almost complete but needs some fine tuning to get the detsil as accurate as I can.

I am proud to have now finished what I hope is a reasonable likeness of Bear and hope he finds that special family that can understand and meet his needs.


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