Unable to hold a pastel: My Days



 Still unable to draw, as the weeks fly past, I don’t know if or when it will return.

I try to convey in simple images drawn with one finger on iPad, some of the nightjare experience I live in, always hoping for enough coordination, strength, ferling, movement to be able to do another pastel.

Here is my animation

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCvDy3qTT6Y

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